Tomorrow I am getting a tattoo.

Something representing all of you kids.

I love what the artist has designed.

But the thought of your name on my arm is bringing me to tears.

I see other grieving parents who ‘seem’ to have made their peace and be ‘ok’.

I want to be like that.

I understand and have made as much peace as I can.

But there are moments when I just miss you all too much.

And now, it seems, with this simple thing I want to do, I just miss you.





  1. Mistress B said


    Whatever you do will be good my love.

  2. river said

    Can you show us the design? Without the kids names? I love tattoo designs, they’re intricate and beautiful. The artists are very talented. One of my girls has several tattoos. Both sons too. The oldest girl not.

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